Sleepy Saturday

So you know you're in a committed relationship when it's 11:00 on a Saturday night and you're sitting at home watching your boyfriend snore on the couch. What happened to the parties, the staying up all night talking, or the dates in general? I feel like an old woman sitting here with only the cat for company. It's pretty sad really.

I guess I could go out for a girls night, or meet up with some friends from school, but little by little I'm discovering that my circle of friends outside of Joey is dwindling. I used to hate those girls who disappeared after a new flame came into their life, but I guess I'm becoming one of them. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm thrilled to be dating my best friend, but sometimes it worries me that I'm losing contact with others because I feel the need to spend every waking moment by his side.

Maybe it's just that I'm growing up. The drinking and partying has not been as appealing to me as of late. I'd rather just curl up with a good book or have a meaningful get-together with friends. Whatever it is, I do miss those spontaneous nights once in awhile and would like to think that I still have it in me...